Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Fun Sized







I am an over weight person. I don't intend to tell you how much I weigh, but the number is in the scale, I assure you. I used to be really slim and lean. Due to my uncontrollable chocolate eating disorder, I am now what I am. I am tired of every damn person I meet telling me that I have gained weight. When I look at the mirror, I can see that I am fat. When I stand on the washroom scales, I know that I am fat. The others telling me constantly is not a necessity since I am not blind. I am concerned about my weight but my cravings control me at times. I have gone on a gazzillion diets but always end p getting fatter. It bugs when the others can't take me as I am. As Marilyn Monroe said,


"Imperfection is beauty"

Take me as I as. I don't want a friend sticking around just when I am at my best. After getting really mad at a friend, I wrote a poem. It doesn't exactly portray what I feel. But it is somewhere near it. 






FUN SIZED


Let me tell you how it feels
Let me show you how ideals
I am not skinny, I am fat
Not so thick haired, I know that

I am kinda’ short, about four-one
What they don’t say, short is fun! 
I got no Gucci, or Prada in my closet
Woolen X’mas sweaters, to be honest

I can open a pickle jar
I am strong, I got some scars
I don’t act feeble to get him near
Men will come and go, I have no fear

I am not skinny, I don’t really wish
But I can make a guy wish I was his. 
I can walk on the road, make-up free
Unlike you, face pack times three

I can walk, I can sing, feel the ray
You are a plastic doll, nothing more to say
I am real, nothing fake, everything fair
I’m free, I’m alive, don’t you wish you were?


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